dissappointment.

My mom doesn't think that I can handle being in
a school show, AND do my homework.

She thinks that it will ruin me when it comes to sending in college applications
because I won't have time to study or do homework when I'm doing drama...

This was her same excuse last year, and it makes me feel unsatisfied with my life.
If I can't do the things I like, what is the point of living?

No, I'm not gonna off myself, but to live is a big thing,
and you have to take risks and live life to the fullest.

Being in a school show is something I haven't done yet (in high school),
and this year I want to do things that I had never done...
I want to test the waters everywhere,

and I'm just dissappointed and borderline upset that I am being restricted.
It's my life isn't it?
I'm already kept from some joys of teenagehood:
-driving
-hanging out with friends
-partying
-leaving my house to go do something
-sports that require money to be paid
-dating

I think that it is reasonable for me to request to my mother that I would like to do a friggin school show. I do not expect a high role... I just want to tryout.

Maybe I'll forge the parent signature.